#wip #painting

#wip #painting

I wrote this in 2012

I don’t know what happened

that year without her face.

I didn’t need it before

Before I put it on.

It was the same It was the same

But I didn’t like her.

I wanted me so

I took off her face.

I don’t know what happened

that year without her face.

I am still me

Do I need her face?

I need her face I need her face

No one will recognize her now

No one will recognize me now

I don’t know what happened

that year without her face.

Muffled mouth, eyes for rolling

hellxia:

Finished lol weird fanart mashup of Sam Wolfe Connelly and Adventure Time.
Original godliness here
/edit
OH WAIT. jk lol It’s still a WIP. I forgot to add some characters in the background. I’ll do that soon.

Wtf why am I not doing cool shit like this anymore

hellxia:

Finished lol weird fanart mashup of Sam Wolfe Connelly and Adventure Time.

Original godliness here

/edit

OH WAIT. jk lol It’s still a WIP. I forgot to add some characters in the background. I’ll do that soon.

Wtf why am I not doing cool shit like this anymore

Today (which was actually Yesterday)

Had pancakes with my bffalo, then traversed the treacherous strip of land between my apartment and my old stomping grounds to view my 6 foot pieces finally on display again (at Sac State. Sac State = my old stomping grounds). They had been gathering cobwebs in a sad corner of my apartment, so it was nice to see them again. The sharpie is fading on the one with rice tears though… not as effective anymore. Ah, the nuances of MATERIALS. Ugh.

I need to step up my Super Smash Bros game. I lost a lot today. I lost more blood than I care to admit.

But my Just Dance game is still pretty close to perfect B)

Today

Time is still off. Dammit, time. First you took the day off and didn’t tell anyone, and now you’re on vacation apparently and haven’t told anyone for how long you will be gone. What an asshole!!

I biked to Luis’ place for dinner with ArtC peeps, with some oranges and garlic bread (that took me about 12 years to attain, but the bakery lady was very nice and also the only person working). Dinner was excellent. It is good to have friends. I eat healthy when I am with friends, for the most part.

Then we ventured out to Second Saturday. I haven’t been in years and nothing much has changed. It is still pretty boring. But there were small cups of alcohol and free cake in what used to be CCAS’s space :(

My bffalo and I later watched the documentary (mockumentary?) called the Confederate States of America. It’s on Netflix. You should watch it.

If my bffalo has gotten me sick, I am going to be sad. Because I will be sick. And therefore quarantined. And I have already been sick more times last year than I should have been in five years. And I am sure that I will get sick in China or at least on the plane. Planes are bad places for germaphobes.

Lies

When it lies to you, it lies to you.
When it lies with you, it lies with you.

Today

I woke up to the ground shaking and the periodic shattering of the universe outside my window. Isn’t there a universal law that restricts noise pollution like that to the hours of 9am-10pm?

Time was off today. Like it took the day off. And it didn’t even inform anyone. What an asshole. Every goddamn time. Surprised he hasn’t gotten fired yet.

I got two vaccinations yesterday and the nurse told me that the one on the left arm would be sore for a while. The left arm needle went in okay. It wasn’t so bad. BUT THEN THE RIGHT ARM NEEDLE. It was like puncturing my skin with a long, thin, and sharp metallic object containing some sort of liquid chemical serum and then pulling it upwards or moving it around slightly, but continuously. It didn’t hurt too much afterwards. BUT TODAY. Both arms hurt. The left one is swollen. You didn’t ENTIRELY lie to me, but I STILL FEEL BETRAYED, NURSE. BETRAYED.

Today was a mess. But there are birds on PBS right now and everything is better.

:3

What should I draw?

Yesterday

My employer and I broke up. It was a bittersweet ending with a bizarre twist of what could be interpreted as racism. Beautiful in every way and I couldn’t be happier to have been set free. While now unemployed, I am confident enough about my skill sets and work ethic to not stress too much about getting another job after coming back from faraway lands soon. Updates will be made.

At some point.

Today

Avocado, apple, lettuce, and goat cheese sandwiches have become the epitome of my existence. I cannot live without them. I once lived without them and I was dead. I have tried living without them and I have died. All things are uncertain exaggerations and nothing is entirely true.

Work is horrible still. I walked in on my coworker looking lovingly at an xacto blade. It was the only truth, if there ever was one (there wasn’t).

Hung out with my lovely bffalo (who does not think that hanging out with your slightly weird roommate and a hot pot while drinking beer is cute), read some dredd with his voice in mind, and didn’t end up going to see my coworker’s husband’s band play because they rocked so hard that the building next to the venue caught on fire before they could begin. The helicopters were screaming. Literally just screaming and sobbing though. I’m not sure that there were any words to be understood… only the emotions of a broken man with no one left to love and nothing left to give. That fire was the last thing anyone ever saw burning in his eyes.

I was pretty anxious about going to this event today because I wasn’t really sure what was going on, but it turned out to be pretty cool. We made a poster for the Sacramento Immigration Alliance (sort of a collaboration with ArtC, too. Wooooo). I painted the butterfly yay not sure if I was hogging it :C :C :C I bailed early because I was getting a headache from the fumes @_@;; SOME ARTIST I AM!!!!

I was pretty anxious about going to this event today because I wasn’t really sure what was going on, but it turned out to be pretty cool. We made a poster for the Sacramento Immigration Alliance (sort of a collaboration with ArtC, too. Wooooo). I painted the butterfly yay not sure if I was hogging it :C :C :C I bailed early because I was getting a headache from the fumes @_@;; SOME ARTIST I AM!!!!

Today

I didn’t get the job, BUT I am in good graces with that prospective employer. They said that I was only one beating heart sacrifice away, and the last heart I sacrificed was very healthy. Soon.

My coworkers and I went out to lunch and I had the greatest avocado, lettuce, and delicious red apple sandwich with goat cheese on walnut bread. I bought similar ingredients after work to replicate it and was more or less successful. Also, Manda has mastered manifesting donuts and Mike is the caller of cookies.

I am now one step closer to launching the wordpress for Sacramento’s First Town Hall Meeting on Climate Change. It is very exciting. The website is also simple, but informative. One of my favorites (another involves more complexity).

I also finished a small commission in ONE DAY. YEAH THAT’S RIGHT. THAT’S A RECORD. A BEAUTIFUL RECORD (the record is tainted by never finishing most commissions or taking so long that the commissions become outdated).

Today was good and I am drifting upwards into the abyss. It is time.